Filed under: Sensory Indulgence
Seven Pounds is such a nice emo show 
we caught it on DVD just, and… I cried and cried
Never use your mobile phone while driving k?
Been busy like crap and stressed out like shit, but the end is near, and I can feel it in my bones.
I just need to survive a few more weeks.
Filed under: Oozing Overload
And I see sadness in your eyes, young one
Reached out my hand, but you refused to accept
And you quietly slipped away into the sands of time
I tried to hold on, but you have gone, so faraway, I stopped none.
…
I guess now the question is, when?
For as long as I don’t know, I cannot truly feel safe.
And that’s kinda silly, I know
But I’m just an ugly duckling, waiting to grow up.
Filed under: Oozing Overload
Just found out that my ex got engaged just about a week plus ago.
Nothing unexpected, I guess.
After all, the love we had was a disillusion.
It was destructive.
And I only held on because I was stubborn.
So I chose to let it go, knowing that I wouldn’t feel too sad about the loss.
…
Somehow, knowing about his engagement made me even more sure about something.
If a guy wants to marry you, he will, in the shortest time possible.
I guess I’m happy for him. After all, he had been struggling.
And I know I can’t be the one for him.
I’m not anyone’s saviour. I was unlike them. I couldn’t make them realize.
…
I wanna run away and hide now.
Filed under: Oozing Overload
(from him.)
I started off the journey feeling quite sad. I’ve been exploring various possibilities of why it happened, but I think no matter what, I’m already feeling hurt and I guess it became meaningless to find out why.
There isn’t much of school left, and I quite look forward to the conclusion of my first 1 1/2 years of work. It’s been especially tiring during Term 3, and I guess Term 3 made me realize that I have got to learn how to exercise emotional distancing, or I will burn out much sooner than I thought.
I finally took time off today, and I felt so much better being all by myself and letting my (sad) thoughts swim away into the dark waters of the dream realm.
The end is near, and I am glad.
Filed under: Daily Escapades
(from here.)
First package tour in 8 years (I think).
Which means first tour with parents in 8 years *gasp*
Wish me luck! Whee~ 
It was a nice boogie woogie Teachers’ Day celebration, and I have, again, made a fool out of myself.
Filed under: Daily Escapades
Didn’t do much during the weekend at all except to catch up on much-needed rest, watch the BPL (awesome Man U vs Arsenal match), work and eat.
I wonder how it’ll be like tomorrow… Hmmm.
Filed under: Oozing Overload
“I see that there is so much pain in you.”
“We can do this together.”
“My heart sank.”
Phrases I hear over and over again, and then poof, it happened.
Filed under: Oozing Overload
Quite a number of friends/acquaintances/colleagues around my age are getting married.
Is it really time?
(by them.)
